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You asked, “do you hate me?”
I should, shouldn’t I?
In fact, I hate you!
But, even the word ‘hate’ is unbearable to say to you, my love.
Thank you for narrowing my thoughts by answering a few questions
Real good, anonymous.
You said, “remember me, please. As I will continue loving you… the way I can.”
Now, I don’t even know what to say next. It’s as though it’s gotten harder to breathe
And when we last met, it was even more difficult to stare into your eyes so, I could only steal glances…
A part of me wanted to beat you on the chest and just push you away, screaming, “go, get out of my sight!” _like they do in movies
But, a bigger part just couldn’t. You don’t deserve to be hurt, not one bit.
And even if I am hurting, babe, please don’t.
’cause you’re cherished… And you, my favorite person… I miss you!
I hadn’t realized it yet until I caught myself smiling at some of the pictures we took together.
And even visited our… the places we visited together again
listen to the shallow
the deep, the peace…
Do you hear it too?
I bet you’re happy now.
And if not… then, you’ll be!
I can’t help but clench my teeth, and my fist… wondering why1
why we were never meant to be.
Even if we bonded extraordinarily
Even if you know in your heart just as I do…
Let’s… let this go!
Don’t come back for me… be happy, and pursue your dreams and goals.
Beliefs… stay in it!
And until the day we see again…
I wish you all the best!
Written 8/11/2021 by 22:58 pm
P.S. It’s both sad and a relief (on my end) that this series has come to an end. Not too bad for a short (that took forever on my path to upload) story am I right?